and i'm sorry that i'm such a mess.

Wow, so much going on in my life. I do not even have time to reflect my actions to see if everything I do right now is good for me. But as I have some minutes to think about it now, I see it's better to be not thinking about it. Sometimes all you need is floating away in easiness. And enjoying a giant lollipop in a messy outfit right outside on the streets so everybody can look at you and say: "Wow, look at that freak!"

hello, i miss you quite terribly.

I did this shoot two weeks ago with a very good friend of mine who lives in Düsseldorf now. We haven't seen us for about two years which is a shame. And I am quite sad that she had to leave... So this is dedicated to her and I just want to say:

Hello, I miss you quite terribly!

going out.

bad girl. bad, bad girl. BAD GIRL!

I've been so f***ing absent... And I do not even have an excuse. Normally I would lie and tell you guys I've been busy with studying and stuff but actually I had a really boring time. I'm bored out of my mind! My semester in Belgium is finally over by tomorrow and I didn't do a thing here. I had no exams and to be honest I didn't even bother to go to the university anymore after christmas.
Since I'm broke, too, this month was the most boring month I have ever experienced in my life.

However, I'm heading back to Germany on Saturday and I cannot wait! I already made plans for the evening with Isa and some other plans for the following week. But in spite of that the next weeks seem quite boring, too. University is not starting yet and my job is only in March. My lovely best friend is going to visit me at the end of February but I really do need to give myself some kind of project.
I'm thinking about painting my room. Maybe purple. What colour would you choose?

Now some stuff I did buy for myself instead of food which seemed like a good investment.


Both from New Look which is something I will really miss about Antwerp.

Have a nice day!

the uniform project.

Now that is one ambitious plan. Wearing one dress for a whole year! I don't believe I could ever do that. after 2 months I
1. would be sick of the dress and
2. couldn't make up any new combinations and would send my creativity to hell.

In addition to the incredible idea to show what you can do with only one dress if you do not have much money to spend, it is also a fundraiser for the Akanksha Foundation, a grassroots movement that is revolutionizing education in India.

Here are some of my favorite outfits:

if i was a rich girl.

It sucks to be broke! Especially when you are in a fashion city like Antwerp. I want new clothes and shoes and everything... :[